Today, a friend that was very close to me while I was in school, just randomly dropped by...I totally didn't even know she was coming! She called me up and was like, 'hey, how ya doing? so where you living now? really? cool. Wheres that?"
I totally suspected that she must've been in the area based on her questions...Which was a good thing too, because my apartment was a WRECK! So I ran around and cleaned up, managing to pick up the last piece of dirty clothing, right as her and her mom pulled into the drive.

It was a total blessing from God. She came right when I needed a friend from "way back when" . Whilst our mothers chatted together, becoming acquainted, we giggled and whispered and altogether had a blast. They stayed almost five hours, during which I found out that they only live 30 minutes from my place.

Yesterday I was in the dumps, because I felt like I was headed for disaster, without any support, or aid. And He said to me, "What? Am I so small a god in your mind, that you don't think that I can be all the support you need?"

and I was like...Ummm. weeeeeell---------no???

And I was reminded that HE was God, and his arm is not shortened by a lacking support system in my life.
So I got my thinking back in line, taking those lies, those thoughts - captive,(2 Cor 10:5) and decided that even if I never have a strong support again, its OK, because I've got God.

And today, my Lord sent me support.


~.~.~.~.grateful.~.~.~.~

I was driving places yesterday, and was with a close friend. We hadnt talked in about twenty minutes, and She was wondering where I was in "my own little world". I realized then, that I am a person who thinks ALOT, and though i may say alot of words, I seldom say much.

What do I mean? I mean, rarely do I voice what I  think about something.
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Sometimes I wonder... whats gonna happen next? Who am I going to meet? What am I going to say next?
What will happen tomorrow? And what will I do tomorrow, that will make a difference? We only live a few short decades, and then what? What stamp will I have made on History, no matter how small?

Just thinking.
how 'bout you? Do you always voice everything you think?

~ contemplating